I wonder what I'm going to write, I think so much that the words get jumbled in my mind and what I write doesn't look like what I think. Philosophy is really interesting, and it's funny to think that I write so much about it but I don't even consume it, or I don't know, read about it. But, I wonder if ancient philosophers did that, well... the real ancients definitely couldn't read about it so easily. I think.

And it's funny to think that if someone asked me if I was a philosopher I would say yes, but then they would probably ask me what I know about, and well, I don't know anything. I can discover a lot, read, research, but honestly? I'm lazy, and honestly, I'll think about how some people's writing is superior to mine, or how they think such... philosophical things. And since the way they express what they think is authentic, interesting, I don't think I'm like that. And it's funny to think...