I want to be emotionless because emotions are stupid....
They use to mean something ...but not anymore.
People become so inconsiderate and dark...people don't have a conscience they just go about their actions like you don't even exist.
Emotions are stupid. You end up caring and loving people who don't care and love u back...there's no logic in that. There's only pain, there's depression.
I wish I was a robot ..I wish a switch controlled me and especially an emotion switch..where I could turn it on and off...
Where the boy who cheated...where the boy who lied,  where the boy who used,  where the boy you took me for a joke, where the boy who disrespected me, where the boy who I keep remembering who did me wrong, where the boy who had me but figured his choices were better ...where the boy who saw me as a fraction or nothing ....instead of seeing me as a whole...or seeing where I completed him.....I could just forget him in a second ...wipe away every laughter ...every intimacy...every time shared would all just go in a blast....in a wink..in a snap of a finger....
Emotion is stupid
Yes it is....
It isn't reciprocated ....u can't get out what u put in..why tho?
Emotion is stupid
Why is it that I cry about you..I think about you..I pray about you.....I talk about you .I laugh about you...I smile ....if it's even your name being called ...I smile.....but
..all in all....that means absolutely nothing to the so called, "significant other"
Emotion is stupid....
Emotion is stupid ....
You like then you love ...
You marry
You create a family
You set a foundation
You build
For 10 or 20+ years
"Significant other" leaves
Remarry another ....they've known each other for what?
Six months....probably a week...lmao..lol..dwl
And you are left there dragged...sad...speechless...tired..suicidal....stressed...
FREAKED OUT
YOU QUESTION YOUR EXISTENCE
Because you have built a life with someone ..BASED ON YOUR EMOTIONS
And what?
They left.....??
THEY LEFT..!!!
So let that sink in
That ....
EMOTION IS STUPID

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