Nowadays my heart is coughing hate unto people
Despite the fact that people have done me wrong
I still stand strong because i believe in patience
People whom i loved have and still are backstabbing me
Numerous of them have enquire for help from me
I did offer it without no doubt yet im all alone now

As i commence to look unto the past
I see my own beloved friends turn they're backs at me
And i still stood there with amazement
Yet i still kept my tears from coming out
In respect of my own heart
To protect myself from being too attached to HATE

WHAT AM I FEELING ?
I feel like my life is a MACABRE
I feel like i have to leave my life in a machiavellian way
Since i feel cold-hearted
Well heyyyy i was not born this way darling
Life changed me ACTAULLY PEOPLE CHANGED ME
The way they treated me changed me

People have taught me how to be unthankful
Ive always been a supporting figure
Buh the only thing i got back was unthankful remarks
I felt attacked and i still do thats why im marauding
Ive been oppressed buh i never opposed i stayed an optimist

I feel the need to change my lifestyle
My lifestyle of doing things people do to me
I need a pastoral i need help
I need to pasteurize my heart to kill all bad bacteria's
This bad vibes needs to stop growing in me
Thats what i feel now

@secretegiggles
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