#MyConceptOfHome
Never had that luck of a loving family, of a place I would be happy to finally go to....
My therapist told me in my eyes with a firm voice
Your home was never your fortress!
I thought I was delusional...my thoughts from a child were spoken out loud.... all the rest of people were saying I was ungrateful and so lucky to have my parents....What did they know behind closed doors... And even did they know what piblic shame is?
A home with physical violence that ain't no home- that is Disgrace
when the memories become overwhelming like waterfalls what could a child do except to turn to darkness and become a demon follower....
when reality does not gift you any sign of change
"Sweety,mamma's fool - I can still beat you any time,don't dare do anything against my will 🙂",December 2022,face to face,no witnesses of this shame.....
even you could harm your mother in mysterious ways- there could be no love when you make difference between my son and daughter.... when you never had a grandma whom adored you ,I don't believe there could be even self love....And then Why You don't Answer me,huh?!?!?!
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