I'M SORRY...!!!!

I'm sorry I can't sleep, all this words might not even be that deep.
But I'm sorry for everything that was caused by me, be it words or actions that I assume was right with me.
I'm sorry I can't repeat, all Happy-Foolish things we've done, that now makes my heart bleed.
I'm sorry for all the love and memories, even by the simple touch and kisses, that I guess, wasn't meant to be.
I'm sorry for the all the unwanted texts and calls, for I forgot how painful it was on your side, if it was seen by the wrong eye.
I'm sorry for all the dangerous rides, where darkness and your voice was my only light.
I'm sorry for not being beautiful enough, for my gift was the way I see my reflection, out of the dusty mirror that was recently broken off.
I'm sorry I don't have much, but I try every day to do as much as I can, to be on time and not to be in an anxious rush.
I'm sorry I love you so much, that it breaks my heart into million of pieces, turning it into ashes and maybe back to shinning dust.
I'm sorry, Gears are Rare, but if you don't control, it'll be burned, like the smoking-shot of a bullet, piercing through raw flesh.
I'm sorry I'm invisible, fading away into thin air, knowing that, by you not being here, it's so darn hard to bare.
I'm sorry when I meet you in live, I try to turn away so I won't get caught being indulge in your eyes.
I'm sorry for the gifts Ive bought, at that moment of purchased, it seemed to be magical or probably it was just in my head, like a fantasy lust.
I'm sorry for everything else, which was done out of the way, for it was sloppy and doppy which wasn't at all bubbly, but yet was precausiously funny, but in the end, Ill keep calling your name, till my heart becomes wobbly.
                                                          
Siya-Beans...!!!!
Aasiyah_Ali...!!!!