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new part
And suddenly it took a new part
I didn’t know what was happening,
but it destroyed my brain and my heart.
I couldn’t listening.
I only could move really slow.
I could feel the tears coming,
But I hold them back and didn’t let go.
It felt like numbing.
Speaking was hard
and I was so scared.
I wanted to go outside to the yard
But about it I couldn’t say a word.
I felt like drowning
but without the possibility to fight it.
I felt my pulse and my heart pounding
and I couldn’t quit.
I can’t fight it
and I am still in this one.
The laughed at me because I wasn’t fit
but I just couldn’t run.
I want to get out.
I want to know what is happening around me.
But I don’t know what to do about.
It’s blurry what I see.
But it’s different then normal
and it goes over hours now.
Is it abnormal?
Please help me. I don’t know how.
© lisann
I didn’t know what was happening,
but it destroyed my brain and my heart.
I couldn’t listening.
I only could move really slow.
I could feel the tears coming,
But I hold them back and didn’t let go.
It felt like numbing.
Speaking was hard
and I was so scared.
I wanted to go outside to the yard
But about it I couldn’t say a word.
I felt like drowning
but without the possibility to fight it.
I felt my pulse and my heart pounding
and I couldn’t quit.
I can’t fight it
and I am still in this one.
The laughed at me because I wasn’t fit
but I just couldn’t run.
I want to get out.
I want to know what is happening around me.
But I don’t know what to do about.
It’s blurry what I see.
But it’s different then normal
and it goes over hours now.
Is it abnormal?
Please help me. I don’t know how.
© lisann
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