Lots of things people say to me to my face, but like see,hear & speak evil too, from within all these rose & grew and when I re-read them I hope I'll see more I've learned and places I grew from time to time & during it all my mind finally blew
into from all it my only fucked up thought is this everyone's so sure to put you to flames & pour on the
gas to let it rise & rise till theres nothing left to say or do , ur heads pounding but nothing new to you, I let everyone down more than a time or two but to intense for us to make it through these thoughts in mind Gid please hear me calling you to push me througgh while he says to me & I say to you fuck you all, I know I did or almost did a time or 2, nothing new I'm convinced myself I never knew , for I was fast at growing up you see, & now I sit & watch you both the same, I should have stopped you & faught harder from within, cause in the end of this round & those before none can save you from you & ur own self infliction and pain you gain is only playing from ur own mind within!! you never knew lust from love, you never knew just how fucked up it all was to play this part, & tear your own strings from your very own heart u need to start with yourself & kids and work from them to the very next level you hold within!