Impurity and Inequality
I am no Saint
I lie to others
To protect myself, my feelings
I lie to myself
To shroud my soft pride
Stop it from breaking
And very often
I hide my true intentions
And my thoughts, feelings
Is this fear? Or is this deceit
I am kind to others
And for that I merit
But I am unkind to myself
Harsh, grating, unrelenting
How could I call myself a saint
When I treat a soul as such?
Maybe I don't value all life
If I treat my own like this
Even if I shower others
With Christ's compassion
Yet leave myself petrified,
Dried, starving
Then I am not true Love
But some strange form of masochism
A sacrificing state of self pity
Show me the true path of Love
And may light touch
The depths of our spirit
© Lavinder
I lie to others
To protect myself, my feelings
I lie to myself
To shroud my soft pride
Stop it from breaking
And very often
I hide my true intentions
And my thoughts, feelings
Is this fear? Or is this deceit
I am kind to others
And for that I merit
But I am unkind to myself
Harsh, grating, unrelenting
How could I call myself a saint
When I treat a soul as such?
Maybe I don't value all life
If I treat my own like this
Even if I shower others
With Christ's compassion
Yet leave myself petrified,
Dried, starving
Then I am not true Love
But some strange form of masochism
A sacrificing state of self pity
Show me the true path of Love
And may light touch
The depths of our spirit
© Lavinder
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