Growing through these years...
Understanding the true essence of
fake tears...
Hoping for some good change
might just take place in the upcoming years...
It's not easy, it's never been...
Bothering about delusions...
thinking these will
have no end page...
But it's been having...
Every now and then....
Every now and then...

Every now and then am realising
how pale this life was...
I am sixteen and immature ;
Can't handle liars...
Competition everywhere ;
Am stuck with fears...
Solitude my nasty friend,
You won't last forever....
Liveliness illuminating...
Guide my souvenirs...

There has been this period,
when I had enough with my endeavors...
Though...