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Pain
Everytime happiness visits me.
I fear the pain’s comeback.
That same pain that has been eating away at my soul.
For years.
I still fear it.
And i do ask myself.
Why me ?
Fighting with something i can’t see.
Living feels more like surviving.
Every morning i wake up.
The sun is out.
But im cold.
Cold from last night.
My eyes are wide.
But my mind is asleep.
The world is alive.
But im dead.
Cause i feel like im still searching for my soul.
Despite all the pain.
I take my courage.
And i say : Today i will be different, today i will be better.
But then the pain whispers : Not today, one day.
#poem
© Fatima
I fear the pain’s comeback.
That same pain that has been eating away at my soul.
For years.
I still fear it.
And i do ask myself.
Why me ?
Fighting with something i can’t see.
Living feels more like surviving.
Every morning i wake up.
The sun is out.
But im cold.
Cold from last night.
My eyes are wide.
But my mind is asleep.
The world is alive.
But im dead.
Cause i feel like im still searching for my soul.
Despite all the pain.
I take my courage.
And i say : Today i will be different, today i will be better.
But then the pain whispers : Not today, one day.
#poem
© Fatima
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