Im deep in my thoughts
Thinking the thoughts i thought
Where did i go wrong?
Is it a punishment of the wrongs ive done to people ?
People turned their backs at me

Now im stuck in a deep black hole
Where is everyone ?
I only see myself
Where are the people i helped when they were down
Deep in my thoughts

Im now all alone
Feeling left out of everything i included everyone
I still love them though
And keep hoping that one day
They will all remember me

Hopefully it won't be too late
By the time they think of me
Hopefully ill still be available
To help where i can
And they help me where they can

I believe some things are done for a reason
I believe that someday ill find the reason
I believe there will be a solution
I believe something came up they had to go

Which is why i keep wondering why ?
Is it me or them ?
Is it the way of god showing me they bad news ?
How can they be bad news ?

Ive helped them before
I mean ive seen them struggle
Yes i have all these questions deep in my thoughts
Although i try to find answers
They turn out to be excuses

I just wish to shout
Put whats the point
No one is near to hear me
And guide me im still deep in my thoughts




@secretegiggles