My heart just skipped a beat-
When your arms fell right over me..
I tried to reach out that night ,
for my serene sweet lullaby!

Your voice just dance in my head,
I broke down tenderly,
Endearing loneliness and pain..
The whimsical, cold disdain!

Last time you said another thing,
but now you broke my charm!
Blissful tone in your denial
Strangled me in due time....

Oh you're gone! my soul is drifting!
With anguish, woe and misery..
I'm no stranger to refusal,
I pray so you might just disappear!

You're not a human, that I confess.
Life is perplexing, to hope for more!
I could be a nihilist,indeed
I don't believe, for an unsteady wave.

I hate things, I rarely dream,
Pages of my horrendous past,
Were torn apart as I feel safe-
from broad daylight and shattered night!

From swift mundane moonsons and springs,
The reckless deeds and betrayal!
I'm starting to live my life again. ..
Oh! To give credence to nothing at all!


© Anamika U S