understand something very clearly

I tried to make your life different

I tried to give you everything you want just to make you smile....

but you always depressed

you make me worry Alyssa

how long is it love thing going to last

I don't know cuz I'm starting to get on shore

on the bus looking outside the window
looking towards the grave. Pondering
it's our love dead

buried six feet below

can it be dicked up
and revive

or is just too late for us

I really do love you...

I feel like you don't look at me the same...

or I'm just blind by my Darkness


and the sickness is starting to take over

the spark is burning out...

because there is no trust


lust it's poison inside of a relationship

and marriage....

when the Black Widow comes to visit
she gets on her knees

and get you head

from the above

if you look in her eyes you'll be trapped by her gaze but you will turn to Stone..
that is cheating for you ..

something I did not mean to do

at the time you was getting me strange vibes and red flags and you still do

and I have not did anything

cuz I told you I would never cheat again..

I didn't mean to get you hurt in the process of my...