I never knew if it would last this long.
I never wanted to hurt you like it do now and then, I never wished to love you like it never wanted to cry a rivers and seas every time I think of you and her. I feel damaged hurt and stupid to have allowed this chemistry to build strong bond.

I am sick and tired of this fucked up love kind which do nothing to me but harm only harm. I spent the days and nights crying and trying to overcome this but it just can't end it's real and strong but for what?

for this unrewarded love, which I wish I never felt. this unrequited love left me with pain, grief and shame. oh no it's not even in the past tense. I live with the grievance always I miss our overnight calls and...