I’m still upset,
by what you told me,
and what you said.
as time and distance opened up, so did my eyes.
I understand respect for you is nothing but a lie.
I don’t know how you can look at someone to say things that will make them question their self worth.
it’s been four days and I’m still hurt.
I tried to do better for myself, but the negativity is making me lose motivation.
I want to be the woman I once was with no hesitation.
I want to find my love for cars again and lay my own foundation.
you’re making me numb to the point where I don’t feel love or the sensation.
because baby, if ripping my heart out was a surgery to be performed after four years I would’ve ask for sedation.
now I have to learn to level up and raise my vibrations.
© poetic_senses