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thought vomit
knuckles bruised, i’m upset but i’m fine.
can’t cope with the things going on in my mind.
too much, i’m overwhelmed. trying to smile so my mom doesn’t worry. don’t wanna put any of this stress on anybody.
i’m weak, can’t hold myself together. i don’t want help, won't make it better.
i don’t know why i’m like this, didn’t used to be. it’s kinda terrifying that i can’t remember what it feels like to be happy.
i’m exhausted, some nights i can’t sleep at all. other days i sleep too long.
there’s no escaping my thoughts.
i can’t do this anymore. i don’t know who i am or what i'm good for.
i have nothing going for me, i’m a lost cause. close the door, i’m staying in my room. leave me here, i’m better off.
© emilycarr
can’t cope with the things going on in my mind.
too much, i’m overwhelmed. trying to smile so my mom doesn’t worry. don’t wanna put any of this stress on anybody.
i’m weak, can’t hold myself together. i don’t want help, won't make it better.
i don’t know why i’m like this, didn’t used to be. it’s kinda terrifying that i can’t remember what it feels like to be happy.
i’m exhausted, some nights i can’t sleep at all. other days i sleep too long.
there’s no escaping my thoughts.
i can’t do this anymore. i don’t know who i am or what i'm good for.
i have nothing going for me, i’m a lost cause. close the door, i’m staying in my room. leave me here, i’m better off.
© emilycarr
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