I'm gonna start writin' up,
Just cause my heart's hurtin' up,
Feels like I'm all goin' up,
Into that mess I'm always.

Gotta say something or two,
Words won't come rushing out too,
All in all I'm losing too,
Nothing in me left to do.

Little drums inside my head,
Making me want to shut it,
Crackin' my skull, just won't do,
Gotta drown in my own thoughts.

Strugglin' for breath at a time,
But drownin' just deeper in it,
Still my thoughts, won't escape me,
As endless curse, stays within me.