Wasn't used to the light so I got comfortable in the dark.
only time my life was bright is when an idea would spark.
Tried so hard to hide the depression so on others lives I would make my mark.

The demons would scream and destroy. So seeing others smile would bring me some kind of joy.
Wishing others happiness as I was destroying myself. Feeling like I didn't deserve happiness like everyone else.

I told myself this for years so it was so hard to beat this lie. I woke up and stopped feeding my demons which gave me a chance to try.

it was a tough road but when I stopped feeding my demons I suddenly had piece of mind. And for this happiness I'd give anything to find.


© M.Moss