Like honey and flowers,
You were my bumblebee
Injecting your venom in the hours,
Reaping every remnant,
Getting hard to breathe
Even the power of a rushing adrenaline
Is swelling up and it's morphing my melanin
Such a poisonous medicine as it devours
Every part of me
Into something more sinister
I'm clinging onto fonder memories,
As I'm wilting in the wind with
All of my petals, drifting into oblivion
I will never settle,
So long as you muthafuckas are buzzing
Over me, I was outta my Mum's ovaries
Born with a sickness, taught to be different
Either that or a corpse in the morgue, yea...
I was pummeled into submission
Then I started doing dirt, in other words,
Syringes in my left arm 'til it bled pus,
I felt numb to the point of no return
It was nearly Xmas,
Instead of gettin' presents
I spent it in a stretcher, in an ambulance
Then again, if this shit never happened
I would've been better, but at what cost?
You gotta administer a little bit of harm
To make your lessons learned
An educational cause for the lost
And the damned, that is no Klebitz
I'm a dough-getter, and I won't ever
Tell myself any different, let alone
Let a setback send me to the yard
With a semi-automat' launched to my back
It's gonna be difficult to catch me off guard
Whoops, I spilled a fifth of liquor
Onto the soundwalls, had a nice trip
Made a thud loud enough for the victims
To hear it all, tell 'em, “Quiet, whores!”
This is my house, I'm quite livid
With my wicked-est thoughts
Written on the pad

© William Robert Death (Shin Shady)
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