most days I just don't want to be here any longer. I wonder where I should go and yet I still don't know. even though I let my feelings show most of these people just really don't even know. this overwhelming Force to just pack up and go. I sit alone feeling so much gloom. everybody is so fake. smile in your face pretending to be your friend. only to talk behind your back and then lie saying they said that. like their whole life is just an act. time and time again I cut them some slack. mental notes made that could easily feel the page killing me like a disease and knocking me down on my knees. pretending I don't see just how fake they can be. so one day soon they will see me leave not knowing if I will return. in hell I hope they all burn!!! for not one of them showed any concern while watching my world turn. my heart has turned to stone and I feel so alone. this place is no longer my home. it's time for me to rome!!!
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