I really don’t know if im happy or sad.
I really miss my mom and my dad.
they usta be here all day all night.
then they got mad and started to fight.
it hurts it aches its making me mad.
I hope they make up but they are still sad.
him and her went separate ways.
im torn between with a sorrow face.
tears and fighting got to easy.
My life is a mess it's making me queezy
I hate this life.
this time.
this face.
but most of all I hate this place.
memories and smells of happy kid days.
now i’m a teen and I need my space.
I share a room cant move my stuff.
oh I wanna run away but i’m not that tough.
things may hurt but I push myself.
I wanna run and hide.
from this monster of fear inside.
it tugs and pulls and whispers in my ear.
to kill myself and that it’s here.
I shake my head and plug my ears.
but that doesnt help cuz fear is near.
I hate myself this place my face.
But now I can’t give up not in this race.
I must finish and fight my way to the end.
I must stay alive and be happy for family and friends