Malevolent Lover

Smitten with you and I surrender my heart as your domicile
You are like fine wine to my exquisite palate of an oenophile
Beguiled by your beauty and no one can stand with you juxtaposed
Incorrigible is my longing and to your charms im predisposed

You insult my intelligence with your prevarications
I continue to self-sabotage and the diagnosis is abnegation
They say my affliction is self-inflicted, but I thought...