Coldness within and coldness outside,
Coldness in both worlds collide,
I cannot even try to hide
I cannot conceal as it shows over time.

I feel cold, I feel tired
I feel my bed is my best comfort zone, my oh my.
I feel like my body is slowly giving up all the time.
I tried to make some time to exercise, but it just does not want to anymore, oh no, why?

I laugh but then I cry
on my bed every single night
I felt like I'm going crazy, ready to die
At any given moment, at any time.

If she dies, I'd die
We both are connected so that's why
So whatever happens We both tried
To live our best lives.

So this poetry might end
But my love for you will never bend
You're my whole life
I'm your best thing to survive.