The other day, you showed me your poetry
I smiled, and said, "It was beautiful"
Yet internally, my heart shattered,
At the thought of who it was about.

I once peeked in your little diary,
The one in which you poured your heart for him.
Being your friend felt lucky
But today, my tears flowed as i questioned the skies,
"Why make me a girl?"

You deem me your closest friend,
Unaware that my soul yearns more than just a mere friendship.
Envy coils within me as u speak of him.
My luck now feels more like a lie.


Why do you consistently overlook me?
Why does it have to be him over me?
I witness those silent exchanges, the unspoken bond.
I've noticed your shy smile and racing heart whenever he's around.

Your eyes radiate your love for him.
I just hope he brings you u all happiness.
Maybe in another life, reversed would be our roles
And I would be the one you adore.
© Adrija Banerjee