#I am lost
lost in thoughts, words and actions
laziness and being coward rent large apartment in my stomach compartments.
Thinking about being a failure
Can't seem to get a simple task done
words fail me
Actions left me behind
Happiness disappears from my eyes while anxiety took control of my soul
Can't seem to find myself.

Spending all day to dream of being a surgeon
just like Ben Carson
But as they say, sometimes dreams are meant to be dreams
Yeah, I sound pathetic because that's how I feel
I feel wasted
Just a angry youth that think things can be gotten on a platter of gold.

Surrounded by loving, caring family and friends
but don't appear refreshed
feeling like I've wilted away
feels like I'm drifting away

Many words have been said
Actions have been taken
and the question still remains the same,
Can you see me??
© IbrahimAzeezat