I can't, it won't work
Take apart my head
Take a hit of something
Meaningless points
Something or else maybe
Terrible infrequent forgetting
Losing interest
In old ideas
Without reply

(7)
Watering down self reliance
(Self)inheritance
No
Problems
Guitar picking separate ways of being
Sequence breaking
Scenic swiping

Nothing more
Something told in the pantry
Sold without warning

Simmering food slipping down
Souring defeat
Showing your blank portrait
For the world to interpret
Only so often stopping
And reaching
Into the void
Again, drying up
Handkerchief remedies
Hankering & receding their
Boundaries
Their perfect disguise
There, a bare
Naked name
Gone elsewhere
Perfect dread
Purchasing sounds of silence
Absence of ground to stand on
Outwardly hoping it's gone
But inwardly hoping you'll forget what it's like
To be awake

It's no way to be
When you're scared everyday
Of your own shadow
Nothing more
But nothing left
Perfectly suited

Sweetland in the depths
Nothing waiting for you there
Because nothing started
No, nothing began
Without a peep
Of some lousy saffron