So apparently you were just a lesson for me to learn
Trust me I tried hard and i had gone a very long way before i took a turn

But this turn is not driving me crazy
I mean i would be lying if I say it was beautiful, because i did felt dizzy

I sometimes seriously wish I had never met you,
Actually in the beginning i didn't wish the same
Instead i wished all my dreams with you to come true

It all seem to be good
But there were some hidden truth that i now understood

I think it was just not ment to be isn't it?
We did at some point felt for each other but just couldn't fit

Or maybe it was just always me
Who was constantly trying to seek validation so that for once you could address me as "us" and "we"

But you never did because you weren't brave enough to do so
And i couldn't stand this coweredness so i had no other option but to let you go

Yeah maybe you were just a lesson for me which I have learnt
To never let you in again even if you turned
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