Midnight whiskey,
Wasn't enough,
To forget all the seemingly thoughts.
Lit a cigar,
Wasn't enough,
To fight the cold mind.
Bloody fist,
Wasn't enough,
To quench the thirsty soul.
Screaming out,
Wasn't enough,
To hear my dept message.
Holding on,
Wasn't enough,
To regret decisions.
Hoping something,
Wasn't enough,
To fulfill the pain.
Cursing self,.
Wasn't enough,
To better future.
Killing thy self,
Wasn't enough,
No beings cared.
Be self,
Supposed to be enough,
I thought.
© Tekasangba walling