There was a girl,
who loved
But she also
lost

“Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all”

She thinks differently

What she lost cannot be replaced

No love can trickle into her void, true or fake

That’s how it felt
when she was r**ed

In that moment she begged

She begged for it to stop

But the words did not meet her lips

And she never fought

She wanted to make it out alive

So she laid still

She’ll never forget

That it was real

She carries the pain

She feels it in her body from day to day

It starts in her chest

Then the area she was violated and defiled

It never really goes away

Yes, yes, it’s here to stay

She hopes one day to see him again

To bash his head in

To twist his limbs

To meet his heart with a knife

Anything,

A N Y T H I N G

I’M BEGGING

I mean she

She’s begging for anything to stop the pain

But she knows

Even if he were to die

The memory of what he did will live on

In her body

In her mind

In her
© Katie Martin