the only time you really want me is when there's nobody else for you there. the only time you feel bad for what you do is when it's time with me that you are forced to share.
you push and pull and take me on a rollercoaster in my head, youve broken me down to build me up with the heartache left from everything that's been left unsaid.
you blame and run and hide and scold when I'm just trying to do you right.
you don't understand you've made me this way bc of all the failed expressions that only turned into silent fights.
the lonely nights without you, knowing it's anothers attention you have, all the tears and prayers I've whispered while you pretend I'm not In bed telling me I deserve why you do me bad.
so many tears lost they mean nothing to you now, bc you've seen me cry so many times in pain so deep no words can express