It's only been a couple months.
And all of the memories we made are still coming.
The hardest thing I've ever done, is ever letting you go.
Even when I didn't want to.
Time went slow,
Aches my bone.

It's barely a year, but I'm still thinking about you.
Gone through memories we've made.
That's what life feels like without you.

Never have I thought I would be like this, without you.

Everyday cry's,
Everyday pains,
Everyday sufferings,
Without you,
That's what life feels like without you.

Surrounded by darkness.
The darkness that has seemed to trespass into my life, taking away every epitome of light.

It may looks easy, but it's not.
I'm still breaking into more pieces, even after breaking for the millionth time.

The smile hanging in my face covering my facade is what's still holding me.
Even though the smiles are fake.

The joy,
Happiness,
Peace,
Laughters,
Has all left me the day I had to let you go.

I'm still asking, why?
Oh why did you have to force me into letting you go, why?
But yet no answers.

All my smile was in my jokes, cause I don't want no one to see I miss you so much.
So much that I'd do anything to hold you close.
That's what life feels like without you.
© kaya N