Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who is to blame
for every time I fall?

Weather to addiction
Or simply life,
It has all caused strife

Guilt constantly churning
deep in my gut
Constantly stuck
in the same rut

Breaking loose of the chains
Then life's pain interrupts
Still I don't give up

Crawling, clawing
pressing forward
Head held down in shame
At times I thought it better
to claim I was insane

Was it the effect
of self-deception
Choosing all the
wrong directions
It all led me into
deep depression

Starving, thirsting
for love and affection

Believing in the fed dreams
Gave me a misconception

Of true reality
Thinking we were meant to be

Still not knowing
true...