Feeling lost and exhausted
Carrying suitcases with loaded stress
I should rest when everybody left
So that I'm aware of this missing piece
If I just knew better, I will be clever
What is done doesn't always end up well
Sometimes it holds your freedom and will
Bullets of discourtesy are undeniable loud
But the bravery doesn't make any sound

If I knew better, I would've healed myself
If I just pretended that it will last forever
I should've apologized sooner
This eyes, skin and bones are tired
Too late to understand and regret
But too sooner to give up and forget
I built a house to become an intruder
I've made many mistakes and fallen hopes
And this might be my greatest downfall

I want to apologize for my wasted strengths
I want to apologize for my broken dreams
I want to apologize for ignoring the truth
I want to apologize for being blinded by
The lies and exaggerating fantasy
I apologize for closing the poems that
I spend many years to finish
I'm just a little kid hiding behind the mask
Apologizing for being the shadow in the dusk