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How do I write !
How do I write?
With this mind-reading some old crumbled letters with angled wrinkled writing;

On the paper so brown,
That goes well with the fountain ink;

Reading what prompts the feeling - I am no good than what I think of myself;

How do I write?
When my rhymes don't stand tenaciously against my thoughts overpowered by the others writing - reflecting the confidence that I lack - unpacking everything from my mind's bag;

How can you think I could write?
When my so precious strength and talent with no voice in my mouth - casting all its power towards the pen on my right hand, through which flows the words - in a free flow, with no barrier to hop over;

How will I ever write?
When no one ever truly liked what I ever wrote - with my ugly mood with a certain balance - neither in the state of happiness nor sad, with my sadist dual personality - finding mistakes in the other half that writes;
How can I ever think to write?
With bipolar disorder - dual personality with voice standing a true critic and the other half its true believer,
Along the irony served by the - destiny that never aligns with one part of my soul pointing out the star deep in the - ocean so black but the other half surpasses it all saying it's all a lie;
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© shashank bailwal