How do I describe this feeling?
Like I can feel it
but,
nowhere near define it.
It's like...
trying to find myself in a place not describable.

Feeling empty.
Like there is nothing left.
Wanting to find
but,
unable to seek.

Dead silence.
Holding my stomach,
as if I can hold myself together.
But,
I can already feel myself slipping away.
Piece by piece.

Gone.
Grasping the air.
Seeking something solid to hold.
Unsuccessful.
Clawing my way to the surface.
Holding back the sobs
threatening to come loose.

Falling.
Waiting to hit the ground.
Waiting for something to break loose.
To break this awful silence.
Turning around
as I face the absolute stillness,
of nothing.

@KylaW8151
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