You had told me that you will never change like the weathers do;
But now something is missing or maybe you have changed like the others did.
Probably I am not the one you have been looking for, your whole little chaotic life.
And I never tried to fit in your expectations but always try to to be with you in your darkest night.
How can I forget the role of time,we were all messed up with our sensitive issues.
I just wanted to hold you up with advices, so you can see what is lying in the other side.
You never really said clearly what you feel or want,or were you in love?
I don't know you were flirting or just playing with my emotions and I was playing so dumb.
Trust was never been so sugar sweet for me,but you said I can rely in you.
I believed you,with all your imperfections and unfinished sentences you have never completed.
Maybe it's not all your fault but the number of years you had been gone through, that you taken things that way;
I wish I could pull you away, because you never know how dreadful it's feel when someone close friend like you l am seeing going stray.
I know you have got abilities and potential of a responsible person with everyone can lean on.
But now some delusions are just trying to caught up in your mind, because of your insecurities and fear's sound of moarn.
-Baishakhi
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