I sit here, tears running down my face.

I sit here while my heart begins to race.

I sit here screaming inside and no one sees

That I'm loosing my pride.



A painted canvas of blunt pain

Sorrow and wonders about tomorrow

With conditional love surrounding me,

nothing seems true.

While expectations are unreachable

and being angry is unacceptable.

I sit here, tears running down my face.

I sit here while my heart begins to race.

I sit here wondering when the pain will

subside.

The thoughts of ideal suicide with

complex feelings of anger and pain.

The unknown of if I'm enough

for you to be truly happy with me.

The predictable reasons for me

going insane.

I sat there, tears running down my face.

I sat there while my heart began to race.

I sat there true

I sat there having nothing but unconstitutional love for you.

Now I'm gone

No thoughts of sorrow,no pain

Not wondering about tomorrow.

I'm at rest knowing I tried my best.

I was true, you were enough.

My love was unconditional and my life os what it cost.

Now you sit there, tears running down your face.

Now you sit there while your heart begins to race.



A painted canvas of pain,sorrow and wonders of tomorrow.




© Destiny Cline