I’m broken
I’m so deeply damaged
That I can’t function properly anymore

The only thing I can feel is emptiness
The only things I can feel are the tears running down my cheeks
And my heart hurting at the lack of you

I do feel the little pure happy moments sometimes
And I cherish them so hard
Cause I know they will slip away soon

I’m broken
My brain and my heart are constantly on rewind on the memories with you
All my thumbs can do when I open insta is go to the settings and find you in the blocked section
And read and search up the lyric you put and wonder if it would have any link with me

Me, me, me
You, you, you
Like a robot, I’m set on those two words

I’m selfish and selfless
I’m caring and careless
I’m honestly just a mess
I’m full of mental illness

My dreams got chaotic again
I know it’s a sign I need to change something before I lose my mind and myself
But what to do in this catastrophe

You said life is an allegory of catastrophe
We just connected so well
I didn’t see how that’s exactly
What we could end up to be

I’m broken
I miss myself
I miss how it used to be
Or do I?

I gotta head to the mechanic
Maybe they’ll find the right piece to fix me
As I’ve been fixing others for ages


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