How do I feel?
How am I suppose to?
I didn't realize I was shouting,
And yet you hid from me.
I didn't realise I was defensive,
Just trying to protect me.
It hurts.
It hurts to walk right,
I'm sorry,
Sorry I don't care enough to walk correctly all the damned time.
I know my foot is wrong,
I'm sorry.
So how am I suppose to feel?
How am I suppose to react?
How do I hold it all back?
How?
Just don't talk.
Just don't show anything affecting you.
Just close up.
Worked before.
Hope it works again.
Because I dunno how I'm suppose to react.
How I'm suppose to stop myself from being loud,
A problem I've never faced before.
So just don't talk.
Just don't feel.
Just don't.
© Karia FelWell