you said, "i don't want to hurt you,"
and i know that patience is a virtue,
so i'll give you some time to come up with an excuse.
give me an apology saying that you're so sorry and you really didn't mean to;
then tell me how im so special,
and that you would never not speak the truth.
i truly believed in you,
and even when you lied to me,
i would convince my mind that you're always right,
and that i'll always be on your side,
no matter what,
i'd put that on my life,
she takes care of you in the morning,
and i take care of you at night;
but maybe when the timing's right,
you love her way more but tell me how i'm the love of your life,
i'm not even asking for you to pick a side,
you want her and not me,
that is fine,
i might do something that's out of spite,
you cannot blame me,
you told me you really loved me and i believed in your lie,
i told you i loved you,
heads or tails,
pick one and choose,
heads i love you,
tails you love me too,
let me sleep between you two,
so pardon me for making room,
i don't mind if shes yours,
just don't forget about me too.

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