So ruined.
So messed up,
you created puzzles
even you can't figure.

You hated people you didn't want to
but loved the ones you shouldn't have.

It's difficult to share my heart
cause it been a void all my life.
A void that flips all the feelings
and turns it into a smile.
But these cheeks will grow tired
of faking smiles-
that one day maybe,
they'll understand the price of telling lies.

I was so young
but they lived in a world high above,
of liars.
Young and pure
i failed to see their desires.

Much much later will I ever understand
the true words of my mother,
to see the truth behind the
eye of every colour.

~ shounima.
© Shounima