When the bumps in the highway called life is too huge and risky to cross;
I procrastinate;
Maybe I should write, pour my heart out in a night!
Maybe I shouldn't write, maybe i should close my heart to literature and art and music!
Create a bulletproof wall and then stand tall within it.
If only I could go numb and stay unbothered
For a day more
If only I could master the art of ignorance
If only I could see my fake smile and cheer up myself;
If only , if only I could close my heart to love once and for all;
If only I was not human;
Life would have been easy
Atleast my humanity will stop killing me.
© Chandreyee K.