before we started dating, when we were friends. you asked me if I'm down bad for my crush. I said yes and wrote a few lines saying I love them. And now, I think I might be able to expand my thoughts a bit-

down bad?
I think I might be ♡

Im here at almost 5am. And I cant sleep. Not because of paranoia or because I have a lot of energy, but just because I hear their voice. They're whispering into my ear, saying they love me ♡ let me keep that bliss and turn it into a hope that one day it'll come true ♡
I keep imagining when I see them, I keep imagining that little downward smile they do when they see me smile like an absolute fool.
I keep hearing them call my name. I hear it all the time, and it never fades, it always returns.
I keep dreaming of them. No matter sweet and less sweet dreams, they're always there. No matter the dream, whether it be about friends family or random stuff, they are always there. It's like that in reality too, they're always there, even if they don't know they are.
I keep sensing their touch. Let it be when I close my eyes and remember a memory, I feel them close. It's so safe to be close to them. I feel safer in their arms then I do anywhere or with anyone else.

They were always there.
They always stayed with me. And, I don't know how to really say it more than this, but I want to thank them for staying. Thank them eternal for not giving up on me, not yet anyway.

Theyre...