I should have known better
I am unheard, no matter how loud I utter
I am unnoticed, no matter how much I add glitter
I am uninteresting, no matter how much I bathe in color

I should have known better
Then maybe I won't be writing this letter
A letter with no meaning, not even as goodbye
Or maybe I am needy and this is the last time I'd try

I do not feel happy
There's even no melancholy
No music, no sound, just the ringing in my ears
I feel nothing, no laugh, no wince, not even tears

For you, unfortunate soul that reads my note
The world is cold, invest in a thicker coat
It is cruel, filthy and controlled with lust
You know better now, you do what you must



-drei
© Drei A.