I sit here ,listening to your angry bickers, blank stare at a pile of white substance that's been Nothing but insomniac nightmares and scattered 3 am dwellings ,
You told me yesterday how you wished nothing , but to see me smile... And well...
I knew how much it ment to you , so i forced a curl into my lips, wiped my eyes really hard and sucked back all the rage and sorrowful words that filled up my body , like i haveso many times before now.
I scold my tangled mind and twist up my swollen tounge ,

Till my mouth is swelled, and sewed shut and i can't see out my puffed up eyes,

You now have a
"new name"
For me, one that Really fit me...
ever since my words , were shunned out , with merely shallow blinds , that still peak the tinieest of light from the overwhelming sun on a hot july day , well i sit and melt away like a popsicle ....
The word...