The first few times I ever had sex, it hurt, I didn't cry,
But I did bleed, I did want to try,

But I was pure pressured into doing so,
I should have just told him no,
And that I had to go,
I don't know how or what but my favorite ice cream is vanilla, blue moon, Dean's Rainbow and cookiedough,
I remembered how fun it was to play a bongo.
Being wheelchairbound I'm not excited for this year's snow.

I guess they'll be a lot of staying in this winter,
And I definitely ain't got no ring on my ring finger,
I'm a brainstorming thinker,

When it comes to my own technique,
Also a cock suckin' freak,
I'd define myself in between a nerd and a geek,
I once regifted a antique,

That my grandma gave me, I never missed that glass angel that and my grandmother didn't seem to be bothered by it otherwise,
Not much like what they do now advertise,
I'm going to need some words-supplies
Good thing we live in a neighborhood that doesn't often burglarize,
What makes a mother give their baby boy a circumcise?
Not that it really matters, not trying to dramatize,
The situation, but sometimes I fantasize,

About what it would be like it I had a penis,
And what it would feel like to get head or have sex which is genus.

Basically i want to see if it's more pleasant,
Than having a vagina, I could get a sex change as a birthday present.

But I'd much rather be a woman,
Than a man,
Either way I'll have the same life span.

I'm bored as hell,
Ringing that morning victory bell,
I haven't slept all night can you tell?
I dislike it when I hear people yell,
And my little brother didn't even ask me if I was okay yesterday when I was in the bathroom and I fell.

Hit my head on my wheelchair too,
I was kicking away the robe on the floor so I could use my walker w/o any interruptions, I kicked too far and I, fall backwards and bang my head against the medal wheelchair one of these days I need to get a clue,
Today's the day I rue.

Life's constantly of day to day changes is ongoing,
How many buns you throwing?

Cause I only want two please,
Anymore is an over kill tease
I want a love so strong it will make me weak to the knees.

Or should I say knee since I don't have a second knee,
And have me shout with glee,
This one time I got stung by a jelly fish when I swam in the oceam/sea,
And the other day my sister got stung by a bee,

She swelled up around the area she got stung,
And I didn't realize my eyes around the white part turned bluish purplish all along.

Eventually that swelling went down and the blueish purplish tint went away,
Right now I'm using a red solo cup as an ashtray,
There was this one time I was at McDonald's with my immediate family (family that lived in the household) and this little boy came up to me and asked me how much I weigh,

And the dad said "Don't ask her that that's a good way to get yourself killed!", I mean the little boy couldn't of been any older than five or six
Just like my grandma can't have Twix,

Don't ask why you'll just be grossed out if you're immature anyway,
One bird I haven't seen in a while is a Blue Jay,
What's a species that doesn't betray?,

Against their own family?
I might just look that up actually,
I'm dying to know in agony!

I got thirty results consisting of Wolf, Monkey and Peguins and many more,
And Luke Combs is right, when it rains it does pour,
And I dropped out when I was a sophomore,

In high school, always a misled or misrule,
I don't have one but I guess I should come up with a golden rule.

Of thumb,
I'm feeling almost numb,
And quite dumb,

Because I almost spent all my money just to get twenty back in my pocket,
It's one of those days where I'm rubbing my eye socket,
Picturing myself in a rocket,
Put my picture in my locket,

Soon to be escaping from my imprisoned,
Mindset, and trying to get unimprisoned.

I wanna be gratifying,
Also mystifying,
Why do people worry about what I'm buying?,
Seduction applying,
I'm self-denying,
To whom which are you implying?,

I was roller Skating across roller world, and I passed this dude and he said "eww" to me as I went by for no reason,
I'll be forced to resign from my treason,

I will ask him eventually and effortlessly to be able to predict,
I just like to have fun I'm not an addict,
Something in my head just clicked,
If I don't pay that $12 I'll be a convict!,
And boy is the government strict.
And if I go back to jail I'll be ticked.

Then I'll have to go through mental health court all over again and I don't want to do that,
And I was already bugged by the police last night we had a nice quick chat,
Nothing like a Walmart bat,
Swinging at the pinata of puss in boots when he was a fat cat.

Swimming underneath the pools rope,
To get back to the other side or I'll drown in mope,
But I keep thinking I have hope,
I keep sliding down the very steep slope,
Think I'll get out of the pool without being the slightest bit clumsy, NOPE.

I was and I would check,
To see who's all on deck,
Like what the heck!



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