Just like rain falls from the sky
Dreams let down and start to die
A desire of mine burns deep inside
The fires uncontrolled and crackles through the night

These words wrote down on a papers pad
With hope by the end some will understand
I'm so wrapped up in my random thoughts
Like a bug in a web inescapably caught

the needle meets my skin then pushes right through
Finally my thoughts can escape from their tomb

It's hard to them all to gather
The more I try the more that they scatter
This life that I live most cannot fathom
The pain from within just like a fantom

It's hidden inside like a invisible ghost
Easily set aside when a drug is it's host

I Feel so far away without the drug in my vein
Because of these thoughts that vacate my brain
It is my attempted at trying to stay sane
That's getting my next fix so I'm able to maintain

If I felt better about the man I'd become
Maybe this reality isn't something I'd try to outrun

I am here now and not much I can do
Whether it's me or my addiction
I will see one through.
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