Am ok
Is the answer i give when they ask me
Everything is great
I say with a tremendous smile
But deep down something is eating me up from the inside
It tears through my fresh
With craws of despair
And bites through my organs
With canines of grief

Happiness and joy
Is what my face potrays
Where i go
I make mine friends laugh
And they enjoy my company
But none of them know
That down there, their is a child crying
Calling out for help to be rescued from the series of life's engravements of pain.

Sometimes i wanna cry out loud
But not a word comes out of my mouth
A voice in my mind sometimes tells me
If it hurts, cry
But mine eyes deny to cooperate

Behind my smile there is nothing but grief and pain
Help! Help! Help!!!!! My heart calls out
But no heart comes to my aid
Slowly, i drown in despair
In the river of tears that never came out

........................... Spade ♠️🖋️.......................