How BEAUTIFUL it is a LIE,
How PAINFUL it is the TRUTHS,
How SWEET it is a dreamer,
How SCARY it is the NIGHTMARES,
SOMETIMES, I really WISH I could STOP the TIME.,
SOMETIMES, I really WISH the TIME would GO FASTER,
SOMETIMES, I really WISH that I could TURN BACK TIME,
WHY?
EASY.
It's CUZ I HATE it when I think about WHAT the FUTURE laid IN FRONT OF me.
A FUTURE where I already KNOW WHAT'S going to HAPPEN,
A FUTURE where I know I CAN'T AVOID it NO MATTER WHAT I do,
A FUTURE that I KNOW it'll BE the END of me.
It's CUZ I HATE it, or RATHER, I'm SCARED.
I'm SCARED to FACE my SCARIEST NIGHTMARE,
THAT is,
The TRUTH.
The TRUTH that will STEAL my FAMILY,
The TRUTH that will STEAL a big PART OF my HEART,
The TRUTH that will STEAL my SOURCES of LOVE of a family,
The TRUTH that will make me WISH it's BETTER if I was NEVER BORN.
IF only I can make WISHES COME TRUE right now,
I WISH, I could LEAD a HAPPY life WITHOUT 'THIS' LIE with my family,
I WISH, I could TURN back TIME where I can CORRECT all MISTAKES that I've made throughout the YEARS,
And, I WISH, I could MEET with my TRUE PARENTS and ASKED them,
WHY did you ABANDON me when I was born?
THOUGH my family DOESN'T KNOW the FACT that I know 'THIS' HIDDEN TRUTH,
I KNOW, they TRIED their best to LIE to me,
I KNOW, they've been DOING their BEST to HIDE it from me,
But WHO KNOWS,
MAYBE it's ONE of my TEST from GOD for ME?
THAT it's all A LIE BEHIND A LIE?
THAT it's ONLY a NIGHTMARE that I HAD?
I HOPE SO.