It was a joke,
Did you think I could ever love you?

Did you think those breakthroughs were for you,
You have got to be fucking kidding me.

I'm hurt.

Thought we had a chance.

Life's fucking ridiculous.

Wait a sec,
Did you think those kisses were for you.

Oh please, be mature for once,
We both knew it would have never happened.

Did you think you were the chosen one to meet my parents,
You're fucking crazy,
Please I got things to do,
I'd rather do them than be here with you now, talking the fuck what,
Bye bye,
Out of my life fucking finally.

Wait!

No, don't go.

You don't get to go so soon.

You don't get to shatter me and leave me to pick the pieces.

I refuse!

I refuse to be mature!

I refuse to be kind!

I refuse to make any fucking sense!

I REFUSE!!!

No!

No!

No!

No, you don't get to do this to me.

I know.

I know the love wasn't for me,
the breakthroughs weren't for me either,
the kisses weren't for me.

I know I won't meet your parents,
I know I'm fucking crazy,
I know you got things to do,
I know you'd rather do them than be here with me,
I know after now, I'd be out of your life, fucking finally,
But what I don't know is HOW!!!

How did you do it,
I mean, you're fucking good,
You had me so convinced,
I was fucking wrapped in your deceit,
Damn guy, you're good,
But, how,
I need lessons,
How do you lie so much, it becomes your fucking face,
God, you're just too good,
Anyways, I'm gone,
Bye bye,
Out of your life fucking finally!

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